supportive friends

i love the daily/weekly checkins with my friends.
i hate that i don't talk to all of my friends as often as i should.
but i concentrate when i do hear from a friend how much it makes me smile.

i need to be a better one!

snuggles

it is apparent that i turn the little ones in my life lazy.  or snuggly.  however you wanna look at it. 

the bean who used to flail out of any cover ever now knows exactly how to snuggle into them with me.  and we start each morning before school with 15minutes of just that!
yiminy, who was never a lap-cat before, has certainly learned how to. he mainly comes when i call and i can usually get him to snuggle with me.  or then there's times he finds my belly and just plops right down.
(sadly, all that became more prevalent after we lost sweet Doh)
then NC ("neighbor's cat") who spent a year and a half campaigning to come into our house routinely shows her appreciation.  when she sees me sitting down, she comes to snuggle.  not only snuggle, but she will butt up against my leg and glue herself to me and puuuurrrrrrrrr

all this becomes a problem because i can't stand to disturb a good snuggle!   

my day is turned around and dependent on a good one.

The Mr.

today's daily grateful is brought to you by The Mr.
not to be all drippy and sappy.  i'm not feelin it like that....
but i am constantly reminded of how lucky i am that he is in my life.  the fact that he is makes my life better. 
so that is something i need to constantly keep up front of my warped little head.

grateful

that my kitty who was hospitalized recently seems all back to normal and sleeps with me all through the night, eagerly awaiting my alarm to go off.

now if only he could do that for The Mr.

daily grateful

i would like to try to get back into this- even if it's short and uncomprehensible....

i am in fear that my motivation is still not where it needs to be; maybe i try this umpteenth medication- i haven't yet just because.

i want to focus on so many things- and that's usually my problem.
maybe if i start kicking my ass more. like i used to.

so for now i'm hoping to start a daily grateful....
there is SO much.  and i really am aware of much of it.  but hopefully if i write something down, that can be my positive.

this one came to me yesterday:
while i was napping (:

it came with a piece of her valentine's candy and a big smile.
i thought the note was sweet enough.  i love those 3 little smileys she drew! ha!! 
and sorry to burst all y'all's bubbles that i am the best mommy.  she tells me this constantly!!

maybe one day i'll believe her (: