so much for my quest for documenting my new meds....
well, i guess i kinda suck at it.
i have been on a full dose for the better part of 2 weeks.
the short of it is i have had a few (much smaller) bouts of oddity going on.
this type of stuff has plagued me my whole life, and it's quite frustrating. nothing major happens; and anything that is major i fail to be able to describe.
the only thing i can ever say in those moments is "i don't feel right".
so lately, i have little single instances of a woozy feeling. i'm not sure i would classify that in the "dizzy" category of the side effects. to me, dizzy sounds like a constant -vertigo-feeling (which sucks so bad!).
every once in awhile, i have felt the world just turn upside down. or move below my feet. or some odd thing like that. but then it's over. in those times i try to be conscious of any anxiety and tell myself not to get a panic attack. (is that something you can even control? i don't know).
The Mr. was home last week. and though that helped he wasn't on the other side of the world, i still don't feel any differently. i still got (quite) annoyed at the bean & her bad behaviors. i still got frustrated at situations.
i'm not sure *what* i'm supposed to feel... will butterflies and rainbows follow me overhead now?
the thing that keeps me skeptical is that i already have random bouts of depression. so maybe i just take this dern pill for 6 months and see if i have any bouts of depression then? b/c as far as i can tell, that's gonna be my only "tell".
i did have a productive day yesterday. and am hopeful for a better october in that regard.
so did it affect my motivation?? hard to tell. maybe.
dry mouth- 0
not sure what i'll tell Dr. New Guy when i meet with him next week.