i would like to try to get back into this- even if it's short and uncomprehensible....
i am in fear that my motivation is still not where it needs to be; maybe i try this umpteenth medication- i haven't yet just because.
i want to focus on so many things- and that's usually my problem.
maybe if i start kicking my ass more. like i used to.
so for now i'm hoping to start a daily grateful....
there is SO much. and i really am aware of much of it. but hopefully if i write something down, that can be my positive.
this one came to me yesterday:
while i was napping (:
it came with a piece of her valentine's candy and a big smile.
i thought the note was sweet enough. i love those 3 little smileys she drew! ha!!
and sorry to burst all y'all's bubbles that i am the best mommy. she tells me this constantly!!
maybe one day i'll believe her (: