out of touch

*whew! my relays are over. that's been nice. it seemed to be timed fairly well b/c now i'm so very zapped. and uncomfortable at times. i'm glad i am not staying up all night for work.

however, i'm still so out of touch w/ what i should be doing---- excercise, anyone? ha! can't even walk a flight of stairs, much less 1/4 of my n'hood. how bout them veggies? yeah. how bout 'em??
god it's a miracle little bean is thriving!

but it's not just me that's been out of touch.
my darling The Mr. has been as well... he left last week for a 2 week stint in maastricht, holland on business. & this time he's been fortunate to go w/ a co-worker friend of his. they're living it up.
he thinks i'm mad at him b/c he's out everynight. actually, he doesn't even understand that w/ the 6 hour time difference, it's difficult to have a conversation w/ him if he gets home at midnight!! every. single. night.
he has been working soooo incredibly hard! this project has got him zapped as well. but he's doing great at it! he's like a one-man show!!! & they all know it. (and work him death b/c of it). so i understand he needs his downtime. b/c on the weekends, he's taking care of house chores and lawn and pool and the "kittens".

but he just hasn't realized that i'm over here. about 8 months pregnant. missing The Mr. and NOT having the time of my life. I AM the one who loves to travel. it's me that wants to soak up everything he's doing. not b/c i'm going to fight with him.... but b/c i've never experienced holland before!!!

doesn't help that he doesn't have cell coverage, so we can't talk just any ol' time. basically, i'm on his time. and that's usually a rather quick i-m since it's so late.
i'll leave him daily emails to catch him up on his life back home, or things i'm doing..... but that's no fun compared to the fun he's been having.

so, we're very much out of touch right now.
& that breaks my heart.... b/c we're losing precious time together as it is......

bizzy-bizzy-bizzzzy

as for the title--- that is on a cartoon xmas show i can't place right now.

really?
it's been more than a month since i've posted?
ummmmmmm...... if anyone's been reading Little Bean's blog, you probably realize the silence is due to too much busy. (yeah, yeah.... wait till LB is born)

what's worse is that so much time has flown by. I haven't gotten to check the blogs I read. i don't even have time to read the pregnancy books i'd like to.

but Relays are going pretty well.

i can't believe how quickly the time has flown. just like anything else. i remember the school years where it seems like only yesterday and a million years ago that the first day of school was here.
now, i can say the same for watching my growing belly.

the worst part is not just that i'm busy- but that zaps out any sense of creativity.
it's not easy to come up w/ a blog post when your days are completely filled & those that aren't are wiped out and left for just loafing on the couch!

you didn't come here to listen to me whine, i'm sure.
but i miss y'all.
not too much longer (???) and i guess i'll be dropping bon bons again.
yeah yeah--- like i'll have time to post THEN!
maybe if i get good at typing one-handed, i'll definitely have something to talk about.

maybe one of these days i can find a real topic and not complaints.
thanks for bearing w/ me for now...